I like this stupid boy. So much so that, while there's been no commitment talk, I'm still mentally committed. So much so, that I think of nothing else. It's bad. Like, REAL BAD.
Here's the problem... he's just... patient. And calm. I am not. There are a ton of factors going on here that are killing what little chance we have to make anything of this. And it sucks. Because while I think about it constantly, it doesn't seem to bother him in the slightest.
Don't get me wrong, he isn't a jerk by any means, just... never mentions it. Maybe it's just a guy thing. Maybe I'm more of a girl lately than I realize. All I know is, I really don't know how to deal with it. When it gets to a point where we're going 4 weeks without seeing each other, and his response is, "We'll figure it out, babe", well... how? And when? Do you not give a shit that I'm bothered? How are you so damn sure of this?
Is it too much to ask that if a guy is interested and thinks we are compatible, to EXPRESS IT?
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